Self Reflection

I realised I can't feel my stress, I mean i really don't know where's my limit. I constantly psyched myself up so badly that i can only see the finishing line and tell myself that i need to reach it. However there were some occasions where my tear ducts seems to have a mind of its own. My tears just flow uncontrollably, it's like my body is comforting me, "cooling" my system down. Telling me that it's perfectly fine to show your weakness, cool down so that I have the strength to move on.

I remembered my team mate in Step up telling me, you looked like you were in control. You seems confident and completed the task effortlessly... that was untill i started to tear before the finishing line. All I remembered was, the only way OUT is to complete it, so I told myself I can do it, I have to do it. And that's all i could remembered, I don't even know why i cried hahah...

I'm such a cry baby but I am amazed by the power of my mind.