My childhood sweetheart

I was chatting with my childhood sweetheart on msn recently and he actually remembers that i was his childhood sweetheart too.. so sweet ya.. i would think that he would have forgotten about me already... that was like so many years ago,it was back in primary school hahaha young,innocent and carefree days..

I still remember we used to play together, he will often pass me some small notes (with a big P.s - read in the toilet or read when u are alone)and give me gifts ... if my memory is not failing, i think he actually gave me a ring once hahahaha he is the first guy in my life to give me a ring.... so sweet right.. But he has a change of heart during Pri 5, he like another girl instead of me, i was heartbroken, haaha being ditched at such a young age can be pretty traumatising.... i guess after that i did develop a inferior complex because i keep thinking that i am ugly, short, nerdy and bad tempered hahaha noone will like me... and true enough when i was in my secondary school, those guys that i happen to like will avoid me like a plague.. so sad right..

I did tried to find out about his whereabout after PSLE but guess i was afraid that he might avoid me so i dropped the idea...And i cant help but think, what would have happen if we keep in touch... hahahaha well i cant turn back the time now so "what if" is not valid anymore.. I am happy to see that he is happily married and has a cute little boy now...

He will have all my blessing while i embark on my journey to find that right guy in my life... haha guess i am jinxed ya.. it always happen that those guys that i like will not like me... so i do not harbour much hope already... i could have found that someone but he might not like me hahaha... a good example is Ryan.. he will always have a special place in my heart.. and i wish him all the best too..

A heart wrenching tale

It's a real life story of a amazing mum and a brave kid fighting the war of cancer...

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The lazy cat finally updates her blog

Alot had happened since 13 of Feb, I have finished my econs and entreprenuer class, assignment results are out and i did pretty well haha. The new semester has started, Management and Accounting - yikes... sigh I was drowned by 9 hrs of balance sheet and income statement for the whole weekend. My new AM is finally here, a pretty agressive lady, looks like she will help put a lot of things in place... Came back from my Bangkok trip for almost 3 weeks already and i am single again for almost 3 weeks too..... alot of people is shocked to hear that, he has moved out and is clearing his stuff bit by bit. Everytime i see him moved things, i feel like crying... so weak ya .. 3 years of relationship ... i am not sure if i had made the right decision but i guess only time will tell. He is a really nice guy, but do i want to be with a really nice guy for life? Or do i want to be with a guy i can't live without for life. Sometimes i just feel that maybe i should not be so tough, so independent .. hahah i am just making everyone's life difficult... seriously i have not met a guy that i cannot live without and i am not sure if i will find that person... hahah what if this person never exist hahaha

And i realise an amazing thing, haahah one of my office kaki actually like the same kind of guy like me hahahah she is one year my junior but she is very mature ... hahah i am glad we can click. And we were joking that since we like the same kind of guy, if we ever find that "someone" we must hid it from each other .... hahah But if i really find that someone, i think i will want to share this good news with her.. because i want her to know that this type of guy DO exist and she should not give up finding.....hahahah